ages.

Woah its has been long since I last posted today’s a Sunday so went to church in the morning as usual then went for nursery. Then lunched and finally Luzerne passed us the lit notes. Much Thanks to charmaine pek and Luzerne. And we had vibe kitchen crew meeting I wanted to be in the main cooking team but because tuition always end so late I had to join the washing team then marcus said there were new positions to be filled such as the kitchen head and so. Hahah so I decided to be the kitchen head I get to use a walkie talkie fun(: hahhaha then homed and had to continue with my three half doned essays. Wow! And happy valentine day to all (belated one though) and happy birthday to teddy owner(: love you and that about it gng back to my essays):

I’ve failed. Terribly. Even when this afternoon I just tried to cheer someone up and when I just told someone that everything now is just earthly problems and we should just wait for our God to take us back and we will all be happy but I failed myself. I failed to do what I say. Now I feel what you must have felt.

I remember you asking me whether we are actually close and do I really trust you? No, we aren’t and I don’t. thanks a lot for ruining everything. And you, when I say I don’t want means I really don’t want you get it stop forcing me to do your way and so you call all this togetherness? Wow, you amazed me. I used to love talking a lot to you and I can just rant and rattle abt everything and anything but thanks you just allowed me to hate it with you around. I don’t want to say I hate you and so I shall just say im pissed with you freako yes I am pissed frigging pissed off with you. Freak. Oh whatever I cant be bothered anymore. That’s it.