today's national day and we had pot luck at ruth's. had fun!
Sometimes its hard not to think about it. I know I'm not alone and there are people with me too but everyone's feeling different and the feelings tonight just kinda dont feel good. Sometimes i just feel like telling you "dude, i'm right here, why won't you talk to me?" i dont want to be the one having to take the initiative cause i'm the girl and i really don't like it. Dude, you're so insensitive. I'm trying not to think about it anymore but they just keep coming back. Tonight's just one of the lonely nights again and it's annoying to see you online and not talking to me and then the next moment you're offline. There's so much I wanna tell/ talk to you about and i'm wanting so much for a private time for us to talk things out alone but it always seems like we're always surrounded by people. people that are not supposed to know about us or people that would talk about us. It's really hard. Maybe you're happier. And the least i can do is hope that you really are.
Oh, you would find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there gettin' to where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish.
